Most of us learn our life lessons in our late teens to early twenties...I didnt start until my late twenties when I finally woke up from my slumber and realize that time as pass, Im older, and everything I accomplished and planned didnt turn out what I expected. I had to spend time thinking on why I dont want to grow up, be responsible, and why am I so scared of life? I always blamed myself for my misfortunes and I do take some of the blame but to be honest it all originates from they way I was raised and the toxic environment I grew up in. I could list all that I went through as a kid but posting something so tender and emotional isnt what I want to do. I want to admit that my parents played a bigger part on my life than what I wanted and I allowed them too much power over my life decisions because I thought they knew what was best for me but instead they didnt allow me to grow and make my own decisions and learn from my own mistakes. I need to be living in a more supportive environment where Im looked as an adult with responsibilities instead as a child still living at home. What I am looking for now is my strength to grow and not be so afraid of change.
8:32 p.m. - September 09, 2014
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